This has happened. Err why?
It's strangely familiar to me.
What's that?
Every single thing that has occurred from 9:04 PM till 9:20 PM.
Woah.
Friday, May 30, 2008
Thursday, May 29, 2008
There are a lot of changes and we can't do nothing about it. I see that my life is about to change as well. I do believe that something's going to happen. And I'm expecting it. Soon enough, the change has been done.
It was two days ago when the results were up. I didn't think that I'll make it. I just told myself that whatever happens, I won't lose track and continue on living. Besides, as I was thinking, work opportunities were coming along. If I won't get accepted, definitely I'll take the job offer. But then, it did turn out as planned from long ago which I wasn't so sure of and here I am now: a BA PA student under probation for 1 semester.
I made it to the College so I will make sure that I will change my ways now. I'll probably stop being online at always and concentrate on my subjects.
If I fail again, I wonder where on earth will I belong.
I now love UP Diliman, and I won't be happy if I get out of it this early. I met a lot of good friends already, and I can't leave them this easy.
Ganbare to me! Yay me! :P
It was two days ago when the results were up. I didn't think that I'll make it. I just told myself that whatever happens, I won't lose track and continue on living. Besides, as I was thinking, work opportunities were coming along. If I won't get accepted, definitely I'll take the job offer. But then, it did turn out as planned from long ago which I wasn't so sure of and here I am now: a BA PA student under probation for 1 semester.
I made it to the College so I will make sure that I will change my ways now. I'll probably stop being online at always and concentrate on my subjects.
If I fail again, I wonder where on earth will I belong.
I now love UP Diliman, and I won't be happy if I get out of it this early. I met a lot of good friends already, and I can't leave them this easy.
Ganbare to me! Yay me! :P
Monday, May 26, 2008
Last time, my best friend Kog--Edrianne, and her brother Edrick was with me at SM Megamall. We went there to spend time together and have fun. While waiting for our food when we were at the Food Court, Edrianne and I suddenly talked about blogging. I said that I use FS and Multiply, and then she said that she has an account at LJ. Then I suddenly remembered that I have one too!
And so here I am after 191 weeks of not posting anything nor checking this site. Thanks to our mini conversation on blogging, I have remembered this site.
Oh well, I'll start bombarding my LJ as soon as I finish my stuff here at UPD.
And so here I am after 191 weeks of not posting anything nor checking this site. Thanks to our mini conversation on blogging, I have remembered this site.
Oh well, I'll start bombarding my LJ as soon as I finish my stuff here at UPD.
Sunday, May 25, 2008
When it comes to posting a new message, a new picture, and an announcement, Multiply really does the best job over Friendster. Its user-friendly interface allows anyone to do stuff easier than usual. I really recommend to you guys to have a Multiply account where you can upload your pics. Its drag-and-drop feature makes it easy--you only have to open the window where your files are (the pictures) and then select those you want and leave those you hate. Then drag them altogether in the window at your browser. Click the button and start uploading. In an instant, they are there!
So then no need to select and that from a window about to pop-out. It causes hanging in your browser. With Multiply, you'll never experience that. It's really as simple as that.
In blogging, Multiply has also an edge. There, you can easily apply certain fonts and colors. Well, it has an almost same interface with Friendster, but this one has a more choices in fonts. You can personalize it more precisely than what you can do here at FS.
With this, I'm not telling you to switch friend networks. I'm just stating my reasons and pointing out facts.
So then no need to select and that from a window about to pop-out. It causes hanging in your browser. With Multiply, you'll never experience that. It's really as simple as that.
In blogging, Multiply has also an edge. There, you can easily apply certain fonts and colors. Well, it has an almost same interface with Friendster, but this one has a more choices in fonts. You can personalize it more precisely than what you can do here at FS.
With this, I'm not telling you to switch friend networks. I'm just stating my reasons and pointing out facts.
Oh well what am I doing spending my time at SC?
It's because I want to do this and that but I couldn't.
I'll try uploading some blog posts from my other blogs.
I am confused on how many blogs I have.
I think I have this account on LJ, Gaia, FS, Hello Kitty.com, Yahoo! 360 and of course here.
I'll go check
:)
It's because I want to do this and that but I couldn't.
I'll try uploading some blog posts from my other blogs.
I am confused on how many blogs I have.
I think I have this account on LJ, Gaia, FS, Hello Kitty.com, Yahoo! 360 and of course here.
I'll go check
:)
...Kimi dake wo
Atashi dake wo
Taiyou no KISU
Uketomete
Doko made mo
Tsunagattetai...
Zenbu aishite ne...!
I like this song! It's just sad that I haven't finished Bokura ga Ita. I'm bummed. I want to do a lot of things that I could actually do, but I have no interest this time. I just want to stay calm and relaxed like this.
I just bought a マリオ sticker (name sticker) at Megamall last time Kog, Edrick and I went out. I's so much worthwhile. I was glad I bought one and sticked it on my TV. Haha.
Although I don't get to see him, I still watch Witch Yoo Hee wherein he looks like Jae Hee--the Korean actor playing the role of Marlon (Filipino dubbed name, yeah I know...) on the show. So then I wasn't lonely at all. Besides, a lot of people keep me company lately.
I just hope HAZEL-PC gets fixed and I could have some things from my own money (which hasn't been touched since 2007 October). Gah!
Whatever happens, he's still here... in my 心. Yeah!
P.S.: Chinito wasn't around earlier. Good thing エイドリアン was there. :P
Thursday, May 22, 2008
Last night, I was talking with Yuji. I was watching Witch Yoo Hee back then. I talked about it, of course. I told him that I was watching that show since Jae Hee, the Korean actor who looks like マリオ, is the lead. He was asking about the show more so I told him about the plot and used their Filipino dubbed names. The guy 「Jae Hee」 was named "Marlon". Yuji laughed, telling me abruptly that "...maybe you're talking about マリオ.". I stopped for a while. I laughed, and I composed myself. I suddenly thought about it. Hmn. He got a point there. マリオ, Marlon... Haha. Oh well. I just smiled at that. Well, too much to say... It's Mirumo now. I gotta go and record. "That letter" is definitely meaningful to me. :)
Monday, May 19, 2008
I'm beginning to wonder if this font color could be read in my dark background...
Hisashiburi da ne. I wonder if I could say that right in front of my ex-bowling mates. Or at least, to マリオ.
Finally I've decided to use the Japanese font on his name. I've been renting PCs while posting to my blog here since I post when I am at Quezon City--particularly at UP Diliman or at Philcoa.
It's been days since bowling class ended. Exactly 6 days. I haven't lost communication with Yuji. We've been texting nonstop because of Unlitxt20. Sure, it's fun to talk with him through nonsense blabbering. I almost forgot what my sadness was about.
I did have a happy time while spending my vacation, especially when I went to Vesper Service at Ellinwood Malate Church.
To break the sad mood again, allow me to talk about my other apple of the eye, "Chinito".
Hisashiburi da ne. I wonder if I could say that right in front of my ex-bowling mates. Or at least, to マリオ.
Finally I've decided to use the Japanese font on his name. I've been renting PCs while posting to my blog here since I post when I am at Quezon City--particularly at UP Diliman or at Philcoa.
It's been days since bowling class ended. Exactly 6 days. I haven't lost communication with Yuji. We've been texting nonstop because of Unlitxt20. Sure, it's fun to talk with him through nonsense blabbering. I almost forgot what my sadness was about.
I did have a happy time while spending my vacation, especially when I went to Vesper Service at Ellinwood Malate Church.
To break the sad mood again, allow me to talk about my other apple of the eye, "Chinito".
Chinito. That's just how we address him. He's a Chinito by looks, and he drives their black cool car. He has a brother and a little sister and a dad. This Vesper service was our first time ever, and I was shocked that his family also went to the Vesper service as well. And the best part here was he sat beside me… and I got the chance to shake hands with him.
That was our first close encounter. He appears to be a weird guy, but I like his utter weirdness for it suits his persona and aura. He has little perks that makes him cuter. He barely looks at me, and I was feeling very awkward--for there's this mean distance between us. Of all places, why would they sit there? Such coincidence… and my mom's prediction was right. :)
When it's almost time for benediction, his family as usual went at the kneeling area. I wonder what he thinks about me, I cannot directly look at him. I'm still a bit shy around this person--since Chinito and I haven't been introduced personally.
Oh well, I'll tell what will happen this coming Sunday... I hope it's a good one. ^_^
Wednesday, May 14, 2008
Wow I hate to say this but... I'm ECSTATIC!!!
He added me on friendster. I'm so glad! I was jumping up and down and I rushed to my dad's side as he was peacefully resting at their room.
"PA! Guess what? HE ADDED ME ALREADY! I can't believe this!" I shouted, and he smiled consolingly at me.
"Hey, why don't you just admit it to him now?" my dad said. "It's not unusual that girls admit their feelings,"
I shook my head. "No WAY! Absolutely!!"
My dad laughed. We talked. And then I went back to my room and checked his profile...
That would be all for now. :)
He added me on friendster. I'm so glad! I was jumping up and down and I rushed to my dad's side as he was peacefully resting at their room.
"PA! Guess what? HE ADDED ME ALREADY! I can't believe this!" I shouted, and he smiled consolingly at me.
"Hey, why don't you just admit it to him now?" my dad said. "It's not unusual that girls admit their feelings,"
I shook my head. "No WAY! Absolutely!!"
My dad laughed. We talked. And then I went back to my room and checked his profile...
That would be all for now. :)
Now that it's vacation at last, I'm in total confusion. I have finally all the freedom to do my usual things--TV, sleep-late-wake-up-late mode, PC 20/7, go out with my barkada-- but I cannot do them since I don't feel like it.
So I began downloading using my Hazel-PC, the weird automatic name of my laptop, and that is one of the main problems I encounter. Our DSL connection is cumbersome--not because it's heavy but because I had to go through much before its IP settings is alright and ready for net. Hazel-PC must stay at one place so that the connection won't go off. The modem must be at one secured place so that it would be alright. And my UTP cable's RJ-45 clip also was broken. I'm so upset.
Anyway, to ensure that my connection stays and my downloads are finished, this PC has not been TURNED OFF. Yes. That's true. For 3 straight days, this has been plugged. I wonder how our electricity bill turns out. Maybe I'll be at fault again for the skyrocketing bill. That's the other reason why they want me to stay out of home and enroll for summer--to save money.
According to my mom and dad, I am doing too many nonsense stuff and that my activities are just according to my senseless whim. I kind of agree with them. Sure, my media addiction requires more money than other addictions since I have the tendency to make sure I'm updated and all the necessary mumbo jumbos are to be done, but this is just me. I can't stay away from anime, movies, books, internet, games, manga and TV that easily especially now it's vacation.
I'm planning to skip buying a new mobile phone--the one that's supposed to be my ticket and vacation expense at Singapore-- since I wanted a new EHD (external hard drive) or an upgrade for MR-PC-Reborn, my 5-year old desktop computer. I don't think any of the two would be granted that easily since stuff have high prices nowadays. Oh well, I'll just have to request a cheaper one. I want to record TV shows so I guess it would have to be the PC to TV converter.
I'm so bored. Really bored.
Still, I have many nonsense stuff left to be accomplished. I better start updating my fan fiction and my fiction... and do my English paper due tomorrow.
Tuesday, May 13, 2008
Okay. So this is what happened before the title.
Obviously it is our last day at Bowling--in short, every class ends today. Summer is over, no school, and no allowance. Besides the fact that those are happening, this last day of classes has been the best end ever.
I arrived early at Ylanan gym and noticed that same laminated fan... so I walked coolly towards them. He was ashtonished (in my opinion) and so I asked, where are the others and why are they still there. He replied immediately, "because Alvin doesn't want to go inside yet.". The guy named Alvin (was it?) stood up and said, "okay let's go in". We walked altogether and I talked with Joanna. We talked about Art Stud 1. He went ahead, sat on the corner and then we followed. We talked and talked. About the new sked, and all that.
After waiting for no one to arrive, someone had told us, "We were supposed to go to Alumni Center!" we left. Alex also came in and noticed my new look. I didn't mind compliments, and she told him her praises for me. I do not know how he reacted. All I know is he wears red. :) We talked about evolution as we walked side by side and got noticed again by the others...
Upon arriving, someone told us that we should be at the Cafeteria where we will enter by two's. There sits sir and we talked. We chatted before knowing... and voila, it was ended. Venus went by and told us to walk along with their group. We chatted happily, talking about our whereabouts. We all decided to go to SC.
I called Venus "Venus Say" and we saw many red Volkswagen. They did "pendong peace" and he and I talked. We also sang "Venus say" to his cue. Oh well, on our way was laugh trip and that, then we were just scribbling Japanese characters in the air. Miss Keim said, "You're really a perfect pair" and then I justified that, "we both just enrolled a Japanese class".
While at SC Keim asked us if we want to have breakfast. We all agreed. And then we went out SC, and decided about Mc Do. I suggested and he agreed. He also said, "two votes for Mc Do". Miss Keim agreed.
And so there, we went to Mc Do and I was the first on cue. The cashier said, "The others could go there" and pointed to the vacant line. He was to follow when he decided to stay with me. I was the first one to buy. We all were eating together and he sat beside me. The set-up was like this: Jan, Keim and Yuji in front of us and us beside each other. So happy me... :)
Jan came out first since it's 9 already and she has class. The four of us talked about anime and then it's time to go. We parted ways in front of Mc Do, Yuji and I will net and they will go back to UPD. I smiled for the last time, and he smiled (in my own perspective). I will never forget this "Breakfast at Mc Donald's"...
Obviously it is our last day at Bowling--in short, every class ends today. Summer is over, no school, and no allowance. Besides the fact that those are happening, this last day of classes has been the best end ever.
I arrived early at Ylanan gym and noticed that same laminated fan... so I walked coolly towards them. He was ashtonished (in my opinion) and so I asked, where are the others and why are they still there. He replied immediately, "because Alvin doesn't want to go inside yet.". The guy named Alvin (was it?) stood up and said, "okay let's go in". We walked altogether and I talked with Joanna. We talked about Art Stud 1. He went ahead, sat on the corner and then we followed. We talked and talked. About the new sked, and all that.
After waiting for no one to arrive, someone had told us, "We were supposed to go to Alumni Center!" we left. Alex also came in and noticed my new look. I didn't mind compliments, and she told him her praises for me. I do not know how he reacted. All I know is he wears red. :) We talked about evolution as we walked side by side and got noticed again by the others...
Upon arriving, someone told us that we should be at the Cafeteria where we will enter by two's. There sits sir and we talked. We chatted before knowing... and voila, it was ended. Venus went by and told us to walk along with their group. We chatted happily, talking about our whereabouts. We all decided to go to SC.
I called Venus "Venus Say" and we saw many red Volkswagen. They did "pendong peace" and he and I talked. We also sang "Venus say" to his cue. Oh well, on our way was laugh trip and that, then we were just scribbling Japanese characters in the air. Miss Keim said, "You're really a perfect pair" and then I justified that, "we both just enrolled a Japanese class".
While at SC Keim asked us if we want to have breakfast. We all agreed. And then we went out SC, and decided about Mc Do. I suggested and he agreed. He also said, "two votes for Mc Do". Miss Keim agreed.
And so there, we went to Mc Do and I was the first on cue. The cashier said, "The others could go there" and pointed to the vacant line. He was to follow when he decided to stay with me. I was the first one to buy. We all were eating together and he sat beside me. The set-up was like this: Jan, Keim and Yuji in front of us and us beside each other. So happy me... :)
Jan came out first since it's 9 already and she has class. The four of us talked about anime and then it's time to go. We parted ways in front of Mc Do, Yuji and I will net and they will go back to UPD. I smiled for the last time, and he smiled (in my own perspective). I will never forget this "Breakfast at Mc Donald's"...
Thursday, May 8, 2008
Tuesday, May 6, 2008
[BOKURA GA ITA OST]
Sung by: Katou Izumi
Sung by: Katou Izumi
Jaa mata ne te wo futta
Ushiro sugata anna ni mou
Yuugure no hitonami ni yurenagara chiisaku naru
Anata ga kureta kotoba wo hitotsuzutsu
Omoidashi me wo tojita
Shiawasena omoi dake koko ni aru hazu nano ni
Fuan ni naru doushite nano kokoro ga furueteru no
Tsutaetai motto sou afureteru kono kimochi
Suki dakara suki dakara zettai suki dakara
Furimuite kakedashite
Oikakete ikitai kedo
Yuugure no sabishisa ga sonna yuuki nomikonda
Anata no egao no naka ni watashi ha iru
Sukoshi hanareta dakede
Mayoigo ni natta youna kodomo mitai nakidashisou
Sunao nara konna omoi shinakutemo sumu no ni na
Karappo no watashi dake koko ni ite sakenderu
Suki dakara suki dakara zettai suki dakara
What has gotten into me? He came by and went in front of me and whispered an unusual "Ohayou".
I greeted him back. We smiled.
There were a lot of things that had occurred after that. We chatted. I seemed to ignore him. I tried my best to live with what I've promised to myself the other day-- I should not think and mind him even when he's around.
He sits beside me. I wavered... suddenly, I felt empty. Why can't I be able to say something other than my expressions of amazement when it comes to others? I can't even watch nor motivate him as he plays his turn. I can't look. I can't fall for him any longer.
Dame yo. Zettai... dame yo...
The ambiance is light when our group mates are around. I was able to tell tales from our English 1. He's listening. I told him some things about me-- even to others. I said I dislike my name. He mentioned nut. Yes, that's exactly why! He repeated my name, again and again. I said I'm irked. He stops, smiling. I smiled, but contentedly to myself. I saw that smile again. His stoic and poker face sometimes confuse me. He interacts with others. I stood beside the bench and I am reading the book.
We talked about my liking on basketball. I said I do not play, and I'm definitely weak when it comes to balls. He suddenly mentioned before that that "I play," we all looked at him. "Really?" I asked, "Yeah, it's not obvious, right?" he replies jokingly. Joanna thought for a while, "You're tall. So I think so you can." I thought for a while too. Wow. Wow. This is so not the person I want to leave. Not the one I would grieve on because I cannot meet him anymore after summer. Not the person I won't be able to spend the rest of my nonsense days... not the person who could change my life...
It's actually him.
And it saddened me.
It's my turn again.I play, get a zero. He was the one scoring.
It can't be helped either. I end up laughing with him, standing so close to him, staring at him. I think of other things to think of. Ah, the book. yes. I borrowed it in order to set a path for me. I should read it while he's around-- that way I won't mind him. His closeness triggers me to glance at him occasionally.
He glances back. We stared at each other for a brief moment. He turns back, I do too.
This is getting less awkward, but there's this time...
We sit beside each other. Nothing to do. I wasn't scoring. I heard him puff a bit of a sigh, or was it a "Hn". We do not speak with each other. Silence. Occasional laughs by our fellow group mates.
John was making me laugh. He was telling that the shot was "for you". I laughed away, watching my pins closely...
Going back to 'him', he motivated me, telling me to slow down and analyze my moves. I just smiled. I spare balled. After my turn it was his, and I peeked as I read the book I am reading. I stared at his back. His blue and white shirt appeals to me. I like him a lot. And it breaks me slowly. The more that I know I'm definitely attracted to him, the more I get hurt inside.
This is not happening!
Yuji strikes. I cheered. We all cheered. Thus, Yuji's angels were formed.
What has gotten into me?
He came by and went in front of me and whispered an unusual "Ohayou".
I greeted him back. We smiled.
There were a lot of things that had occurred after that. We chatted. I seemed to ignore him. I tried my best to live with what I've promised to myself the other day-- I should not think and mind him even when he's around.
He sits beside me. I wavered... suddenly, I felt empty. Why can't I be able to say something other than my expressions of amazement when it comes to others? I can't even watch nor motivate him as he plays his turn. I can't look. I can't fall for him any longer.
Dame yo. Zettai... dame yo...
The ambiance is light when our group mates are around. I was able to tell tales from our English 1. He's listening. I told him some things about me-- even to others. I said I dislike my name. He mentioned nut. Yes, that's exactly why! He repeated my name, again and again. I said I'm irked. He stops, smiling. I smiled, but contentedly to myself. I saw that smile again. His stoic and poker face sometimes confuse me. He interacts with others. I stood beside the bench and I am reading the book.
We talked about my liking on basketball. I said I do not play, and I'm definitely weak when it comes to balls. He suddenly mentioned before that that "I play," we all looked at him. "Really?" I asked, "Yeah, it's not obvious, right?" he replies jokingly. Joanna thought for a while, "You're tall. So I think so you can." I thought for a while too. Wow. Wow. This is so not the person I want to leave. Not the one I would grieve on because I cannot meet him anymore after summer. Not the person I won't be able to spend the rest of my nonsense days... not the person who could change my life...
It's actually him.
And it saddened me.
It's my turn again.I play, get a zero. He was the one scoring.
It can't be helped either. I end up laughing with him, standing so close to him, staring at him. I think of other things to think of. Ah, the book. yes. I borrowed it in order to set a path for me. I should read it while he's around-- that way I won't mind him. His closeness triggers me to glance at him occasionally.
He glances back. We stared at each other for a brief moment. He turns back, I do too.
This is getting less awkward, but there's this time...
We sit beside each other. Nothing to do. I wasn't scoring. I heard him puff a bit of a sigh, or was it a "Hn". We do not speak with each other. Silence. Occasional laughs by our fellow group mates.
John was making me laugh. He was telling that the shot was "for you". I laughed away, watching my pins closely...
Going back to 'him', he motivated me, telling me to slow down and analyze my moves. I just smiled. I spare balled. After my turn it was his, and I peeked as I read the book I am reading. I stared at his back. His blue and white shirt appeals to me. I like him a lot. And it breaks me slowly. The more that I know I'm definitely attracted to him, the more I get hurt inside.
This is not happening!
Yuji strikes. I cheered. We all cheered. Thus, Yuji's angels were formed.
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