Goodbye, Shabu-chan

I'm still in denial that my brother is gone. I could only digest the fact that he's not in his dog house anymore. I just thought that he went away for a long trip, and he's not gone forever.

Shabutaro wasn't really his name. In his birth certificate, the name Lassie was written. I changed his name because of the anime Rave Master, and after a few weeks, my family members were just used to calling him Shabu.

I am still in tears while writing this blog post. This is not a good way to end my year. I was really happy that I'm going to give birth next year, but losing another life of a close family member is also sad.

I'll be missing Shabu-chan like I missed all my other dogs in dog heaven: MacDo/Hikari dog, Boomer and Heidi doggy :(

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SHABUTARO? Again!

Tungkol nanaman sa saksakan ng harot na aso ang post na to. Kanina lang pinagtitripan ko siya. Tinatawag ko na iba ang tono ng boses ko. Tapos, ipipinid nya yung ulo nya sa kaliwa tas sa kanan. Kulit! Ang cute naman ng look nya. Hehe. Nakakaaliw na rin. Okay nang pantanggal ng bad mood ko ngayong gabi. :P

Tapos nun, nilabas ko si Butchik. Si Butchik yung isa sa mga pinakauna kong stuff toy. Aso siya na color brown at ang isa nyang tenga (yung kanan) e kinagat na nung isang aso ko nung gradeschool. Patawa nga yung mata ni Butchik, di rin pantay. Tapos idagdag mo pa yung pilas na tenga nya. Edi mas kinaiinisan siguro siya ni Shabutaro. Siguro iniisip nya to: “Pangit naman ng asong to!” hehe, as if super cute naman nya no?

Ako lang naman nagiisip non. Anyway, balik sa kwento. Yun na nga nilabas ko si Butchik. Tapos sinunggaban ni Shabutaro yung kanang rear paw! Hala, sige struggle siya pataas. Pilit nyang inaabot si Butchik. Ililipat ko ngayon, hahabulin nya parin! Wala siyang tigil. Hanggang sa napagod na siguro. Sumuko. Hehe. Uminom ng tubig. Ayan. Game over ba, Shabu-chan? Hehe. Talo ka kay Butchik. Belat.

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What On Earth...?

Somehow, I'm liking this violet color. I've used this font color just lately. Oh well, that's not what I want to talk about right now.

Hazel-PC reborn is being kept somewhere in my parents' room now. It has been 2 days actually. I want to thank someone for coming yesterday which made me go out my room and stop the hikikomori mode. And of course, will I forget my new dog Shabutaro? He has made me happy, even for a bit.

Still, I haven't gotten over the loss of Etty-chan (Pretty). I sooo miss that dog. No matter what I do, I can't seem to love Shabutaro the way I loved Etty-chan. Grr. It pains me to think of that cute dog. I wonder where on earth Etty is.

The use of Mr-PC-Reborn (this desktop PC) takes so much of my time. It's still responding slowly. I wonder what sort of repair must be done to keep this optimized like my laptop.... or at least to attain half its speed.

I sooo hate what's going on in my life lately. :(

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Shabutaro

Shabutaro. That's the peculiar name I gave our new dog even though he has his own name written in his "papers". The name is something I picked up from Rave Master (Groove Adventure Rave)'s 4th anime episode. Haru named Plue "Shabutaro" before he met Shiba and after he "fished" Plue from the sea.

Like Plue, our Shabutaro doesn't speak. He is weird-looking, being a part of the Pug family (huh?) and he doesn't even bark! He's so annoying sometimes because he's too playful. My stamina doesn't work well when I'm with Shabutaro. I wonder if he also likes sweets and lollipops.

His original name is Lassy. For me, it's so girlish. Lass=girl. And to name a male dog like that is something weird. So then, I decided to keep on calling him Shabutaro. And now, he's used to it. When I yell out "Shabutaro!", he looks my way. I'm glad it worked.

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Do Dreams Tell the Future?

Would you believe this if I tell you?

My dog just died earlier today, and before that happened, I dreamed...

In my dream, I was on top of a white building. On the rooftop.
I just noticed that my dog, Heidi, was trying to jump her way up to where I was standing. I glanced down, and saw her futile attempts.

I tried to reach out to her and pull her to where I am using my right hand. I did manage to grab her left paw, but it slipped.

Eventually, she fell down... and I saw how she falls... in slow motion. When she landed, there was no blood. Just her body, and she's lying helplessly.

I can't do anything. I stood frozen, watching how she tried to move...

Then I woke up......
I was actually crying.

That dream was last Tuesday night. Wednesday passed, and then Thursday came.
Today is Thursday, and she died.

Just like in my dream......

Strange, isn't it?

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